Interviews are hard for me. I think it's all those questions, and the scrutiny. I hate being examined or measured. So I detested the Test, or so I thought.
As you know, I've gone through the first interview and practical exam (two weeks ago? or maybe three), without confidence really in my performance. And now that I've gone on to "level two", I kind of feel like I might actually have a chance at this.
Anyway, my day started much like any other day, except I woke up at 6AM and I can't get back to sleep even if I tried. I was too excited. So there I was at 6:30, eating breakfast while reading the Bible (can't shake that habit off). And was out at around 7:30 (I really tried slowing down, for real. I looked at myself maybe around ten times in the mirror and then picked another shirt to wear, and then looked at myself for ten more times).
As I was "slowing down", I get a text from (ahem) my sweetest friend. And I remembered that friend as I sat in the car, as I got off, and as I answered the Test (written, thank You). I remember him.
After the Test, I texted, as promised. Thirty minutes later, he called, as promised.
Of all the things we said on the phone after talking for like twenty to thirty minutes, when we hung up, I remember just one thing till now: You called.
It's the little things, these little things that matter. The little things that you do, the little things that you say or don't say -- they matter a LOT to me. And I thank you, from the deepest part of my heart, for making me feel that you got my back, for supporting me, and for just really... caring. Thank you, thank you very much.
If I could spend one day with anyone in this world (including my hollywood crushes), you know I'd spend it with you. Hey you owe me a favor right? *hint hint
Anyway, you know I love being with you (fifteen minutes in the mall is proof).
SO.. I look forward to seeing you on Saturday.
Have a great Friday! :)
